lately chocolates had became my ecstacies
i need a pair of hearing ears
to guide me through sorrows
i need a leaning shoulder
to rely on when im tired
but unfortunately
im forever alone
telling myself to stand strong like a tree
but i cant
i need something to rely on
im so weak
and useless
living in a life full of regret
having things to be done
but being undone
unmotivated
im suffering
in my own imaginary world
where things are overdone
it's my fault
afterall