Friday, December 23, 2011

231211 PMR T~T

to all those wana know my result mia 
i got "straight" As
except for my highest expectation subject
MALAY
i got a B for MALAY
tragedic !!!
T~T
people please stop asking me 
T~T

TIFA
sad 
please dont ask anymore 
T_________T 

Tuesday, December 20, 2011

201211 绝爱

他的一颗牙齿
全世界都在关注他
我的一身怪病
居然没人晓得,没人理睬

 他的一声疼
引起了大家的注意
我的嘶声呐喊
却没人听见

独自躲在房里哭泣,没人慰问,没人安抚

我想
就算我忽然销声匿迹
也不会有人发现





TIFA
need someone to love her desperately
would you be my valentine for this christmas ?

Sunday, December 18, 2011

181211 7 Days till Xmas

celebrate my 10' xmas with my cousie
these are some old sweet memories 
geeez 
time flies and things change 
dont think we'll able to celebrate xmas together this year 
they got their own hubbyz and partners to get busy with XD
then of cause i had my own plan 
lalalala
planing to go Gurney or StraitsQuay for xmas eve / new year count down 
then snap out at G/Flamingo Hotel XDD
so 
it's the last month of 2011 
take this last chances to fulfill your uncompleted dreams ba 
2012 will be a though year 
geeeez 
:(

Comet sighting in the morning 
time for bed 
or else i'll miss the lovely astrological wonders XDD
nitez <3
sleep tight !!!

TIFA
XOXO !!!

Sunday, November 27, 2011

271111 In Time

Relationships change from time to time
and i cant believe we're so close now
our future is unpredictable
you duno what will happen in this coming second
well all you can do is appreciate now 

well it has been a while since my last post
HELLO READERS


TIFA
is getting kinda emo 
XOXO

Saturday, October 29, 2011

291011 Communication

everyone has the unique ways to communicate
my best way to communicate with :
family > i prefer sms-ing
close frenz > reality live chatz
just frenz > facebook ?
bitches / bastard > anywhere that i can make them famous ahahaha

well it's just a random post 
anyonghi jumuseyo 
chalja 


TIFA
XOXO 

Friday, October 28, 2011

281011 Waves

waves 
personates my life
tsunami , typhoon , whirpools 
they made my life prettier
XOXO


TIFA
im used to it :")

Tuesday, October 25, 2011

25102011 I FELL

OMG OMG OMG 
seriously 
i fell
for you 
what should i do now
im alone up above the moon 
and the skysrcapers down below the earth 
suddenly evolute into warm touching LOVEies

can you be mine ?


TIFA
XOXO 
if you know you the one
comment on my fb 
seriously
let game on XP

Wednesday, October 19, 2011

19102011 变了`想改变

怀念之前的我
现在的我
又变回那傲慢,自我的家伙了
严重怀疑自己有多种人格
怎么办啊
我快疯了

为人处世的10大招:
1.要有阳光般的心态
2.学会爱别人
3.懂得宽容和感恩
4.切记祸从口出
5.多储存人情
6.遇事莫急躁
7.真正学会知足
8.享受工作的快乐
9.不和小人生气计较
10.珍惜自己的生活

我的第一人格都遵守了
我的第二,第三,第四,第五
都无法遵守

我想念你
我的第一人格
你回来好不好


TIFA
XOXO
i've made another big mistake again 
T~T
im sorry !!!

Friday, October 14, 2011

14102011 Freedom

1stly , i wana wish my dear mummy a happy be-ealier-ed 20mins bday XD
home-made chiffon fruit cake 
yummy yummy XP
 went to gurney plaza during early afternoon
bought this swimsuit
and then went swimming
hehex
on-diet plan starts today <3
happy be-earlier-ed halloween too ?
saw this at memory lane 
random 


TIFA
XOXO
im being nerdy , bitchy , crappy etc lately 
im gona change my personality form tomorow onwards 
smiles 

Sunday, October 9, 2011

09102011 Im Back

5 down 3 to go 
2 more days
and i just wana scream
i see FREEDOM

gona resume swimming again next week 
hopefully im able to but a pair of swim suit on time 
geeez 
:S

jiawen's bday is around the corner
no need to hope she gona have a balst or not 
CAUSE SHE WILL SURE HAVE 1 BIG BLAST 

should i work part time during the holidays ?
=__________=


TIFA
XOXO
nitez <3

Sunday, September 25, 2011

25092011 Tic-Toc

the clock is ticking
so this is my plan for this upcoming week : 
( mon-fri )wake up 4pm everyday 
saturday no more huayue , pia whole day 
sunday "milk-buddha praying session" + final revision
next monday intensive class + relax time
IMP : NO INTERNET FOR 1 WEEK INCLUDING FB MOBILE
so bye bye guyz
brb after pmr 
^__________^
good luck to all candidates
gambate !!! hwaitting !!!

TIFA
XOXO
anxious to view traffic's farewell pictures 
seniors , juniors , upload them and tag me ya T~T 
will view them after PMR 
^__________^

Thursday, September 22, 2011

12 days more to PMR

as the title said lu
12 days more 
and in these 12 days 
will be staying back every schooling day 
group study 
cause i cant even concerntrate on my revision if im at home
computer , television , refrigerator 
all those temptations
ahhhhhh
wish me all the best 
okay i give up on the drum thingy 
sighs 
all because i dont have piano as my basic 
=~=
so gona gambate to get those money money MONEY REWARDS from my family
XP
will use portions of those to run a bisness 
XP
and some to archive my aiming ( <--- next year mia thingy , zshing you know mia )
conculsion 
GAMBATE and ALL THE BEST TO ME 
BE THE BEST BEAT THE REST
cause IM THE BEST !!!

TIFA
XOXO 

22092011 You Wont Get It

okay 
one important point
you're not me 
and you wont understand my feeling 
suak 
chatted to the wrong person 
so what 
you're in a good environment
not like me
you dunhav transportation problem 
well i do 
you enjoy staying at home but i dont 
and i wana rent a house and stay with my frenz is not a JOKE
life's short 
although i cant take anything along with me into the grave
but still i can take along a good memory 
a good memory out from my meaningful life
the next two years are important 
i not it aint important to you kay 
time is precious
I DONT WANA MISS ATHING
i have dreams to be fufill 
i have targets to archive
and i need to put effort into it
cause im not good enough 
but i can try my best from time to time 
conculsion 
YOU WONT UNDERSTAND MY FEELINGS
cause you're aimless !!!

TIFA
sick of you splashing cold water onto me 
i dint mention any toooot words cause i treat you as a important person in my life
but THANKED you so much for keep on splashing cold water 

Wednesday, September 21, 2011

21092011 Yesterday

yesterday was my BIGday
was a blast 
kinda enjoy
and MAEGAN !!!
sorry for making you bankrupt 
>~<
btw thx alot for the sushi buffet 
haha 
and your 1st time on rapid 
coool huh ? 
XD
your bday present is a deal 
but me wana see you wear dress 1st 
XP

to k3F 
thx for the cool bday song 

to jiawen 
OHMY
thx for the fancy card 
you must have been "wasting" lotz of precious time on that 
love it so much seriously 
it's cute 
and full of HEARTIES
XD
you do understand me huh ?
XP
will gambate on everything you wished me 
^___^

to zhadaoz
thx for that spongebob-y erm mini "sideboard"
kinda come in handy to me 
thx thx 
btw 
i hate spongebob 
XP
jk jk 
HEART you all 

to all fb-ers 
thx for all the spamming 
XD
especially liuyin 
lolz 
whole page 
@~@
thx for all the wishes and blessing 

lastly to my family 
thx for the kfc and the "nevertastebefore' cake 
XD
and my daddy's rm50 angpau ( so kiamsiap :S )
and that earphone
i thought throw into rubbish bin liao 
==
my mummy still dunwana talk to me
suak lu 
XP
i havent tell you two that because of you all refused to repair the comp
i missed out my selection test for the scholarship lerh 
tooot mia 
suak liao 
T_____T
who voulenteer to be my messenger huh ?
=_____=

*to all the un-mention-ed mia*
*thx for making my bday a blast* 
*XOXO*

TIFA
XOXO
aint it a blast ?
=~=

Tuesday, September 20, 2011

20092011

okay 
it's my birthday 
but im all pissed ff because of this farking useless msn 
fark you !!!
because of msn i missed out my selection test for my scholarship 
chibai
hotmail , msn !!!
i hate die you !!!
how are you gona pay me back my scholarship qualification
chibai you !!!
aaaahhhhhhh
im super mad !!!
T________________T
sighs 
my ruined birthday 

TIFA 
chibai you MSN !!!
fark you useless hotmail !!!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhh 

Sunday, September 18, 2011

18092011 2 days more to my birthday

home-made bread-sushi
to my dear yinshuang with love 

shuang : liwah mummy just reveiled that you and me are twins XP
you're born 2358 
and im born 0005
wow 
@~@

my dear twin sister !!!
seang-il-chugka hamnida 
happy birthday
selamat hari jadi
生日快乐
^_________^

TIFA
XOXO

18092011 I Dunwana Miss A Thing

fake smile 
this picture is one of those doesnt really look fat mia taken lately
love capturing pictures
coz i really dunwana miss a thing 

blogpost tittle by Aerosmith's I Dont Want To MIss A Thing 
you all should check this out 
the singer is knida puakgiek but the song is touching 
T~T 
haha 
this is also the song i used in yesterday audition 
shhhhh 
taaadaaa 
the link
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rKAn1HvmRXM

woke up 11sumthing today 
but continue sleeping again till 3sumthing after having breakfast 
my weekends life are mostly like this XP

gona be having dinner soon 
then will off to study liao 
planing to make bread-sushi
==

~random~
annyong

TIFA
XOXO !!!

Saturday, September 17, 2011

17092011 D' Return

肥去了
丑去了
PMR 即将在转眼间到来
我呢
还是过着那种得过且过的日子
因为
这就是我
*有种预感这会是一个很长很长的post*
readers !!!
warning : eye damage !!!

电脑坏了一个月
昨天终于把它送去我表哥家
从icu回来了
终于!
有的泡电脑了
没有电脑的日子
真难熬
T——T

生平总是会有很多第一次
今天
是我第一次去试音咯
cheap cheap的歌唱比赛来
很不好意思的告诉大家
我闯关失败
==
证明了一件事
没有实力就不要gie kiang
很sia sui的是
我我我我我
竟竟竟竟竟竟然
本来还唱得蛮享受的
本人觉得表现不错
就因为爽过头
就忘词咯
sia sui
当着吸去经验啦
XP

上面那张肥婆在扮可爱拍自恋照的
是本小姐咯
那副眼镜是新买的
the rooms哪里
audition完就在queensbay随便逛逛咯
花了rm13 for这个眼镜
中途去cyc打鼓
打完鼓就四处看看
看到外星人咧
原来玩捞糖果机
是一门深奥的学问
相信如果你们在场
一定看傻眼的咯
外星人送了我和我的朋友一只娃娃
因为他忘了拿那只捞到的娃娃
我的朋友就pass给他
结果他就笑了笑
说送给我们
XD
外星人花了大概rm10吧
他捞到了一对娃娃
一堆糖果
有点炸到咯

pmr还没过
已经忙着想pmr后的事情了
pmr过后
想去学爵士鼓
如果考到全A
老爹说我要什么就有什么
说一,一台爵士鼓应该不错
再来
顺便把我旧家那间空睡房拿来当studio
XP
至于老娘呢
一颗A两百
阿嬤也是
所以加起来
8科A就有rm3200了
XP
pmr过后啊
要和朋友们去“拆” k房
也要和小学的朋友去打paintball
假期时还要租车上genting
爽死了!

生日要到了咯
在这种“非常时刻”
没人愿意陪我庆祝的
所以相约朋友
想得美啦
手头很紧下的
等着家人的生日红包
pmr过后花到爽
XP

喂~~~
哪里有工作做吗?
现在的我
有点后悔辞掉之前的工作了
没有收入
生活很难过
==

好了
不写了
我写到闷你们读到眼睛痛XP
anyeonghi jumuseyo

TIFA
newest update since a month ago XP
XOXO

Monday, August 22, 2011

22082011

guesse what 
few more days till my PMR trial 
and im still so "ENJOYING" my life 
XP
aint gona touch any of my books 
imma keeping on being vain vainER vainEST day by day 
what the tooooot
hiak hiak 
just wish myself all the best 
TRIAL 
duh duh duh 
what so COOOOOL about trial 
it's just a 
T.R.I.A.L
so what 

maidowopsisarang
random korean quote
=__________=

TIFA
XOXO
anyeonghijumuseyo
im gona ponteng sekolah tomorow XP

Thursday, August 18, 2011

18082011 Somebody and Something

For you I’d write a symphony
I’d tell the violin
It’s time to sink or swim
Watch him play for ya

For you I'd be
Runnin a thousand miles
Just get you where you are
Step to the beat of my heart.

I don’t need a whole lot
But for you I admit I
Rather give you the world
Or we can share mine

I know that I won’t be the first one
Given you all this attention
But baby listen

I just need somebody to love
I-I don’t need too much

Just need somebody to love.
I don’t need nothing else
I promise girl, I swear.
I just need somebody to love.

I need somebody I-I need somebody
I need somebody I-I need somebody.

Everyday I bring the sun around
I sweep away the clouds.
Smile for me (Smile for me)
I would take
Every second, every single time
Spend it like my last dime.
Step to the beat of my heart.

I don’t need a whole lot
But for you I admit I
Rather give you the world
Or we can share mine

I know I won’t be the first one
Given you all this attention
But baby listen

I just need somebody to love (Ohh, no no no no)
I-I don’t need too much
Just need somebody to love.
(Somebody to love)

I don’t need nothing else
I promise girl, I swear.
I just need somebody to love.

I need somebody I-I need somebody

I need somebody I-I need somebody.
(Somebody to love)
I need somebody I-I need somebody
I need somebody I-I need somebody.

And you can have it all
Anything you want I can bring
Give you the finer things, yeah
But what I really want

I can’t find ’cause, money can’t find me.
Somebody to love. (Ohh Whoa)

Find me somebody to love (Ohh)

I need somebody to love (Yeah)
I-I don’t need too much
Just somebody to love.
Somebody to love.I don’t need

nothing else,I promise girl I swear,I just need somebody to love.

I need somebody, I-I need somebody
I need somebody, I-I need somebody

(Somebody to love)
I need somebody, I-I need somebody
I need somebody (I swear I need somebody to love)

I-I need somebody.
Oh oh oh oh oh... etc

Is she out there
Is she out there
(repeat)

I just need somebody to love.

TIFA
random
XOXO