lately chocolates had became my ecstacies

i need a pair of hearing ears

to guide me through sorrows 

i need a leaning shoulder

to rely on when im tired 

but unfortunately 

im forever alone 

telling myself to stand strong like a tree 

but i cant 

i need something to rely on

im so weak 

and useless

living in a life full of regret

having things to be done 

but being undone 

unmotivated 

im suffering 

in my own imaginary world 

where things are overdone 

it's my fault 

afterall